An unusual weeks...

is me again...
feel like got many thing wan to share over here...

is been 1 more week after i update my previous post...
things seem like nothing change...
i'm stil thinking a lot of things...

mature...
wat is mature to me???
mature contain of wat???
wat is mature moves???
wat consider mature???
how to be come mature???

sometimes i realli wan to ask "mature" how i can meet u...
where to meet u Mr "mature"...
i wan to talk to u Mr "mature"...
i got so many question wan to ask u Mr "mature"...

looking my blog now make me feel i unmature again....
i got so many thing about my feeling wan to tel u...
but i just sked to tel u wat i feel now...
i just like an Ostrich that hide my head into ground...
even some time i cry alone without letting u noe...
crying...unmature right...
but i reali sad...thats y i drop my tear...

u noe how bad the feeling to me???
i wonder how u feel to me???
i doing my best to make u happy....
but wat u respone to me is just cold to me...
feel like wat i doing is very unnecessary...
ur respone to me is very cold...
i not blame u...i realli realli not blame u...
i wan to make u happy...

u grow up all the way u come through...
becoming more mature...
becoming more stronger...
becoming more independable...
but i feel like i stil standing at the starting point...
still the same place....
but i won't give up to chace after u...
i will not stop and let u go...
i will use up my full power to chase behind u...
soon, i will reach to u and v can move on together....

累。。。

才刚过完我十四天的假期。。。
也刚开始工作一个星期。。。
我就觉得累了。。。

这种累不是肢体上的累。。。
是身心的累，思想的累。。。
这种累是我重来没体验过的。。。

这种累搞得我无精打采。。。
这种累搞得我没有精神。。。
这种累搞得我没有胃口。。。
这种累也搞得我胡思乱想。。。

虽说过了十四天的假期。。。
但是好像根本没好好的休息。。。
突发事情发生，搞得我两个星期乱七八糟。。。
事情好转了，但是心还是七上八下。。。
连续两个星期没开口大笑了。。。
心情直插谷底，很难过，心很闷。。。
感觉好像生活开始转变了。。。
不再像以前的那么轻松了。。。
我不喜欢现在这种感觉。。。

我真的是很累很累了。。。
我不想再想东西了。。。
我现在的心情是非常非常的难过。。。
有谁可以了解我现在的心情呢？？
有谁现在是和我的心情一样呢？？

刘洧銓。。。你累了。。。