12 of January....Lovely day ^^

12 of Junuary...the most wonderful day that i have....

first of all i wan to say out loud loud....DEAR I LOVE YOUR SO MUCH...... such a happy thing....i have "pak tor" wit my dear for 1 year already.... during this year we have many sweet memory and a few "sour" memory.... during this year we have togather done many thing....we training togather, eat tegather, watch movie together, shopping together, go college together, dinner together, happy together, sad together....and many more together^^


at genting during dear birthday

my 1st flower that i buy for dear


1st time dating


during pastry practical


at the curve during chinese new year

at eye on malaysia
my 1st valentine present
take my dear go port dickson
during lecture class
at dear room
at genting cable car station
at genting during college trip
before go college
at taiping
dear..our journey never end

although this year i cant training wit my dear...but i will promise dear i will take care myself
...dear dun worry...if i realy train at putrajaya...after training i sure wil go tmn melati find dear....

in coming this year i will try to change my bad habit and try to have more sweet memory wit dear.....dear i love you....

Friend.......mean wat????

halo~.....hapi new year every one.....i had dissapear myself for 3 month....

New year have a new life, new live, my habit, new thing, new friend and etc.....

somthing happen in this few days...i am sad to lost a friend...is not me wan to lost the friend but i think is my friend dun wan me to be his friend already (this is my opinion only).... this is a long story...

this is a long story....something happen between us and the conflict betwwen us is getting serius day by day....i tought last time is the end already but now stil have the "virus" around us.... last 3 days i was looking msn to see who is on9 now...suddenly i saw my friend was wrote a sentence of number which wrote as "32777222206882559999"... i was so curious about this number....but last week i also saw a few number wrote at my friend msn which just wrote "32777" only...in the beginning i just tought this maybe is something msg center number only...but when i saw the same number on monday i start to think what is this number stand for....then something come to my mind and tell me this maybe the code for the handphone message...so i take my handphone and try to type the code for message...then all the number reali suit the guess...this word is "DAR2 MUAKZ"...

after know what is the code talking about, i go to my friend blog and using a name as SANTA CLAUS posting a comment to my friend...the comment that i write is just copy the number that my friend wrote and write out the meaning of the number which is "DAR2 MUAKZ"... that all i write and no more any comment.....

after i bek from count down on that day i go see his blog again...something weird happen...he blok his blogspot for allowing certain friend to view....i try to use my account to log in.. unfortunately he has already blok me for viewing his blogspot....

the next day i saw his msn personal msg change again.. i think my frien is wrote for me but he did not specific my name...the wrote..."i feel sad when i noe the SANTA CLAUS is u...best fren???puik"....when ni saw this...i was stun...what i done??? i just write out the meaning of the number at his blogspot and the he "puik" to his best friend.....OMG....and then another friend of my write her comment y my freind wan to puik to his best friend... then he say a silly people leave a silly msg in his c box so he close his blog....i think the silly he mention is pointing the SANTA CLAUS which also is me...i think he know who is write the meaning of the number in his c box....thats why he say his best friend is a silly friend..did a sentence of "DAR2 MUAKZ" posting at his blog comment mean silly???? if this is silly then why in the begining he wrote at his msn personal msg???? am i wrong to write out the meaning??? i did not mentiong he writing this to who....why he so scare??? why he blok certian people to view his blogspot??? why he so nervous about the meaning of the number??? why he so tension about it?? isn't he doing something wrong?? all this i don't know.... the only thing i guess is maybe he reali done something wrong and maybe he dun wan me to write out the meaning on thise number.... you done so much thing which mean u have done something wrong to somebody... because you had done something wrong that why u dun wan let ppl see those meaning....beacuse of u done something wrong so u blog your blogspot...who eat the chili who will feel spicy...think it yourself la....u done so much work u have already told us what u doing now...all the thing i know from you is through your action in this few day....

there are something i wan to tel my friend which is if i am a silly friend for u.. then what for i keep the secret for so long??? i treat u as a best friend of my but u just waste my kindly feeling....what can i do???? Do u remember last time u had an argument with your freind then u wrote your feeling in your blog spot say u are not regret if you lost your friend during the arguement...i have told u friend is not treat like your way......i have to appreciate the relationship... but now....there is nothing i can do.... you have alrealy adault so act like a adault la.... so dissapointed to lost u as my freind....