bad mood..

21 Jan 2010...
dun noe y today got many thing happen on me...

10.30 am phone rang...
wake up by my bro and ask me not to on9...
coz something wrong with the internet explorer...
but even there is nothing wring with the explorer i also can on9...
this line in this 2 day very sucks...cant even log in msn...
so giv up to on9...

3 - 7pm...
coz cant on9 then have a afternoon sleep...

7 - 8pm...
phone rang...
again wake up by my bro...
call me go saloon have hair cut...
in the same time i did not realize that my hp have new msg...
when i at saloon oli i realize my dear had sms me...
she was sms me in the afternoon where i stil in my dream...
i din reply my dear msg coz i dun wan reply during hair cut...
coz the stylist might c wat i write in msg...
then after finish...
my dear sms me agian while i was paying the money for my hair cut...
my dear was upset coz i din reply her msg in the afternoon...
then i reply and explain to her y i din reply her msg...
but she was sad...
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dear...
im here to explain agian...
i noe dear gan jiong me...
wan to noe wat am i doing and where am i on that time...
but during that time my hp was at downstair...
when the phone rang my sis oli wake me up and answer the call...
after call i was very blur and rushing to the saloon to meet my bro...
then at the saloon i oli realize i got msg from dear...
im not purposely not to reply dear de msg de...
i also understand dear gan jiong me...

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although now wat i do also k not redeem wat i have done to dear...
but dear im here to apologize again...
dear pls forgive me...

December 2009

2009...
im personally think that this year was a very short year...
chinese new year was fall on january...
then in a short time it come to valentine...
after that not awhile i go gathering v buddies at pulao pangkor...
2 weeks later birthday coming...
after that my dear heading to SG for her career...
and then im leave Msia and went to UK...
just a shut of eye...i bek to Msia...
and now is waiting for 2010...

There is a few important things that happened in this year...
1st
i took my 1st flight to UK...
my 1st experience to take airplane (im orang kampung)...
pai seh la~~~

2nd
my buddy had ended his relationship with the b*tch...
ended his 6 years relationship...
brother..although u may be angry after read i writing that gal as b*tch...
but this is my blog...my feeling...is really come from my heart...
i can't ignore feeling...so...sorry for this when u r reading...
im personally think that was 3rd party involved...
is not your fault...dun blame yourself...
hope u fast forgetting the pain and recover soon...
do recover well and prepare for Taiwan and Korea...
Taiwan is waiting us...Korea also waiting us...

3rd
just few month after my buddy broke up wit his ex...
i receive another bad news...
which was the same problem...
another buddy broke up with her partner...
this time is not a b*tch...is son of the b*tch...
all is because the 3th party involved...
hey buddy...
things that i need to say to you is same as i write to my buddy...
do recover well and prepare for our 2010 tour...
*although we haven plan anything...
but...Everything is waiting for us...^^

F*ck 3th party and the 3th party lover...
*MAY DEVIL BRING THOSE LOVE BETRAYERS TO HELL...

2009 is ending...
3 weeks more it will be year 2010...
is a brand new year...
brand new life...
hope my buddies recover soon...

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PS: 2012 is coming...pls prepare yourself an ark...^^

Stupid...Idiot...

came bek Msia had already 1 week plus...
maybe i had been influence by the UK culture...
noticed that many thing is became stupid and idiot...

1...Politic...
the Chinese Group...
PS: sked ISA tat y use this name...
argument among each other...
became a joke to other races...
some more nid outsider* to give solution for the settlement...
feel stupid and idiot to this Group of Chinese...
shame on this Group of Chinese...
U guys made Msia Chinese no more "face"...

2...Fong Sui Lou...
just read news through net...
a news that regarding a raped and cheating case...
an idiot gal who believed a Fong Sui Lou that can change her future destiny...
so the Fong Sui Lou request to have the naked photo of the gal in order to change her future...
once the Fong Sui Lou get the photo and start threaten the gal to have sex wit him...
if the gal did not obey then he will post the photo everywhere...
if the gal tell others than he will kill the gal...
so the gal had been sex partner to the Fong Sui Lou for half years...
i can't believe in this world stil got people so believe Fong Sui Lou...
until they willing to provide them the naked photo...
i'm not urge people stop believing in them...
but we must know the limit of everything...
not following their order blindly...
this is a very stupid behavior...
in chinese which had a sentence that had already mention...
风水佬骗你十年八年。。。
take this word in heart....

Tak sampai hati...

sudah datang UK hampir 6 bulan...
Mahu cuba saya punya BM...
oleh itu, kali ini saya tulis dalam BM...
untuk ulang kaji saya punya BM...
takut lupa cakap dan tulis...

masih ingat masa saya datang UK...
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ok...i give up...
is really hard to write my blog in BM...
so just forget the BM also nvm...
BM is not important for me...
as long as i know to speak and write in english...

i had come UK for half year...
when the 1st day i reach UK...
i had experience alot of thing...
including environment, life style...

now outside weather was 10c....
but the strange thing is im not feeling cold or freezing...
just feel today was quite warm...
10c is warm now...
then how about 30++c???
i will bek Msia on next week...
which the weather will change dramatically...
from below 10c to 30++c...
i think i will be cooked under Msia weather...

my excited feeling is getting stronger...
coz nex will i will bek to Msia...
meet my family, buddies, friends...
after that my dear also will bek to Msia...
waiting that moment...^^

搵食艰难。。。

以前的人。。。
往往都会抱着一个希望。。。
希望孩子读上大学。。。
希望孩子“喝过咸水”。。。
希望孩子懂得“鸡肠”。。。
就可以出人头地。。。

时代已换。。。
现在已经没有这个“歌仔”唱了。。。

到了这个时代。。。
虽然读上大学，喝过咸水，懂得鸡肠。。。
也不能肯定可以出人头地。。。

读上大学，喝过咸水，懂得鸡肠又怎样。。。
还不是一样没有工作。。。
很多公司一听到你没经验。。。
眼眉都不看你一下。。。

搵食艰难。。。
这句真的是名言。。。
刚看到朋友的部落格。。。
我和他都朝夕梦想。。。
希望有天降财神。。。中马票。。。
醒醒吧。。。

还有两个星期就回大马了。。。
又不懂要在家“hier"多久了。。。
祈求上天保佑我。。。
快快中马票啦。。。WEI...
开玩笑的啦。。。
希望可以快快的找到工。。。

PS* 中马票也不驱的。。。^^

Sweet Times...

Loneliness...

9.30pm UK time...
which mean 5.30 am Msia time...
all my family and friends are still on the bed...
few friends still appear on9 in my msn list...
but those are less contact...
even on9 v also din say hi to each other...

having a very serious home sick right now...
yesterday call back to home...
get a list of order from my family...
getting poor soon...T__T
call my dear too on yesterday...
we shared our problem...
comfort each other...
bought her a new jacket for the coming Taiwan trip...
hope she like it...

still have 20 days to go...
I'm going home soon...
everyday keep on count down for this day...
sometime feel is short...
sometime feel still a long ways to go...
just watch a drama...
it say "we spend our day, not count our day"...
hope Nov 18, 2009 faster come...