搵食艰难。。。

以前的人。。。
往往都会抱着一个希望。。。
希望孩子读上大学。。。
希望孩子“喝过咸水”。。。
希望孩子懂得“鸡肠”。。。
就可以出人头地。。。

时代已换。。。
现在已经没有这个“歌仔”唱了。。。

到了这个时代。。。
虽然读上大学，喝过咸水，懂得鸡肠。。。
也不能肯定可以出人头地。。。

读上大学，喝过咸水，懂得鸡肠又怎样。。。
还不是一样没有工作。。。
很多公司一听到你没经验。。。
眼眉都不看你一下。。。

搵食艰难。。。
这句真的是名言。。。
刚看到朋友的部落格。。。
我和他都朝夕梦想。。。
希望有天降财神。。。中马票。。。
醒醒吧。。。

还有两个星期就回大马了。。。
又不懂要在家“hier"多久了。。。
祈求上天保佑我。。。
快快中马票啦。。。WEI...
开玩笑的啦。。。
希望可以快快的找到工。。。

PS* 中马票也不驱的。。。^^

Sweet Times...

Loneliness...

9.30pm UK time...
which mean 5.30 am Msia time...
all my family and friends are still on the bed...
few friends still appear on9 in my msn list...
but those are less contact...
even on9 v also din say hi to each other...

having a very serious home sick right now...
yesterday call back to home...
get a list of order from my family...
getting poor soon...T__T
call my dear too on yesterday...
we shared our problem...
comfort each other...
bought her a new jacket for the coming Taiwan trip...
hope she like it...

still have 20 days to go...
I'm going home soon...
everyday keep on count down for this day...
sometime feel is short...
sometime feel still a long ways to go...
just watch a drama...
it say "we spend our day, not count our day"...
hope Nov 18, 2009 faster come...

1 Month to go...

count down for the day i bek Msia...
34 days left...
sometime feel it just a shoty period for me...
the day will arrive just a clip of eye...
sometime feel there still have a long way to go...

everyday keep counting for that day...
everyday miss my family, friends and food...
everyday keep on imagine that i had bek to Msia...

maybe all the friend had bek to Msia...
so it makes me wan to leave UK asap...
my dear is going bek to Msia on today...
bek her new home...
2molo she will meet up wit my fren at kl...
really wish i'll be there...
yam cha wit them together...

some of my buddies had move to KL...
they had start their career...
starting to earn their 1st 1 million...
but i still at UK here wasting money and wasting time...

just 1 more month to go...
hope this day come faster...
dad and mom...
your son is coming home soon...

Miss My Dear and Frens...

5 weeks after finish from my degree...
spend 2 weeks for my Europe trip...
and now at my uncle house...
everyday do the same thing...

very very miss...
i had almost half year not meet my dear d...
dun noe how she going at Sg...
although v had frequent telephone call...
but i still dun noe how she living there...

miss my kl and kampar buddies oso...
al my fren who come UK wit me had bek to Msia d...
now just oli me stil hanging around at UK here...
feel lonely sometime...T_T...

miss my family...
miss my mom cooking...
last few days call bek to home...
get many order from my family member...
a list of souvenir from them...
i getting poor soon...
wan be begger at UK...
pls donate some money from me...^^

stil have 5 weeks then oli reach the day i bek home...
hope the day come faster...
so that i can meet my dear, family, and frens...

Bye Bye....

After 1 an a half hour...
i will leaving Liverpool...
starting my Europe trip...

feeling is complicated...
steve, marcus and boon ching...
start miss u d...
although in this moment we still together in the same room...
but after 1 an a half hour we gonna separate...

Goodbye to u all...
Goodbye to Dr Martin, Andrew, Phill...
Goodbye to room 95.1...
Goodbye to Atlantic Point...
Goodbye to Liverpool...
Goodbye to 2009 Summer...

Life Turning Point....

Summer is going to end...
Autumn is around the corner...
which mean that my summer course in Liverpool is ending...
just finish my dinner party that organize by LJMU...
all LJMU student are invited to the dinner...
and all student seem like have fun during the dinner...
so do i....have fun during the dinner...
few of my buddies is going back Msia few days later...
quite sad when think about that...

After dinner i go watch Final Destination 4 with MrKitZai...
What a excited movie...(recommend watch in 3D)...
After watched...something come to my mind...
After my summer course which mean that i need to start my career...
and this is my destiny...
But if i am a rich people then that time i no need to work^^...
but I'm not...so need to face the reality...
when we start working than it will be less for us to gather around...
and this also our destiny...

Guys...i appreciate the friendship that we had been build together...
if i done something bad on you or hurt your feeling...
I'm here to say sorry to you all...SORRY...

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Dear...although I'm not at the side of you for this couple of month...
but I'm very caring about you...
I'm never leave you alone...
i know there are problems that annoying you...
but dear must be strong...I'm always support dear...
few more month later i will back to your side...
just wait for few more month...
when I'm back...
we face the problem together....
settle the problem together...